CONFESSION OF A NOBODY

Confession of a Nobody              

                                                                                                                        
i wrote this poem of confession when i fell for a guy whom i met on PR.

T'was kinda awkward. But yeah I like him. We met only once.

Nothing romantic happened coz I felt he doesn't like me.

Not my loss. :)

We met at a wrong place and at a wrong time.

In my case it was my first time

To mingle with a stranger

Whom I've met online.

But I dunno this unusual feeling

that i long for him.

I never had a romantic,

never even an erotic affair with him.

Even a chitchat through phone would give no implication

or maybe I just am not accepting a possibility

that I am falling in love...

What the f***! LOVE?

Strange. Never fell in love.

I dunno but when he pays visit inside my temple,

I just want him to stay there

and never walk away.

I texted him million times,

but he replied for only thousand,

Maybe I'm the only one who feels this way,

and what bothers me

this love will never be reciprocated.

I guess that the life of someone

who believes in cinematic love,

If I can just do sorcery, witchcraft or spells,

Just for this guy to reply 

even hundred thousands for my million texts,

I would definitely be happy

To fight for this love with no regret.

Seriously, I can't believe I fell for a guy.

A lot is better than him,

But this heart prefers him

and only him.

Hope he knew

Hope he finds out...

(After an era of waiting...)

Still hoping coz maybe he got sick

or maybe he's bitten by a mosquito and can't move coz of it's fuckin rabies!?!

Or maybe he's undergoing heart surgery.

Wah, I want a heart surgeon too

To change my heart so I won't feel this way

Even I was born this way (What? I really am a GAGA just like Lady GAGA).